Week 9 over and out...

So before I go into my week(which has been absolutely AMAZING!) I'm going to plug D-Rok's site.... Go to  http://fitterhealthierstronger.com/ and check out the blog of one of MY inspirations... I guarantee you'll walk away feeling inspired and will learn so many new things...One of the things that makes David one of the best is his life experience beating cancer...Go check it out... GO!!! ;) 

Sooooo Hawaii is getting closer and closer and my tummy is doing crazy flip flops... I had litte fit of over excitement the other night and ran around the house like a loon... This totally backfired when I landed flat on my fat arse and back in my hallway... Good times good times lol.... Finishing work yesterday made it even more real and I'm alittle frightened about how I will look in my tankini. I  tried it on again last night before putting it in my suitcase and I'm totally freaked out. I dont see what I want to... To me I see the big thighs (which are lilly white) and the tummy (which I will admit has shrunk)...  I am so grateful I didnt go through measurements before Hawaii like I originally wanted to.*sigh* 
Training wise (yes I am changing the topic) this week has been absolutely AWESOME!!!
Mondays leg session was pretty good. D made some crack about hitting my goal for the leg press next week and I'm a little nervous.... 200 kilos is massive but if we do go there I'm going to give it my best shot. I've already missed one goal and whats the point in having a goal if you arent going to try to achieve it?  
On Tuesday I braved the cold and  for an awesome ICE  boxing session with Sean. As always it was a pleasure and I see him destined for great things... Just dont forget me Sean!!! ;)Wednesday.... Well since it was my last Wednesday before Hawaii I simply HAD to go to the 6:30 circuit session which had my little eyeballs steaming hardcore and then my chest session at 4:45...  I think it was the first Wednesday in a while that I wasnt using stress or anger to fuel my session but I still did relatively ok 9I think)Thursday's back session was awesome!!! I did 4 chinups in a row!!!!! Theyre getting a little easier to do I just have to believe in myself.. I think my self doubt affects some of my training, for example, I can do push ups off my toes but when D says I have to do them I freeze and can't do it as easily as I can at group.  So when I come back I'm going to try the "I can do it" approach... Maybe it'll help??? 
I'm really proud of how well today's group session went... Last time I did a group session with Jazza I seriously nearly threw up and passed out... Today I was ok... Either he went easy on me or my fitness has improved a shitload!!!!  It was an absolutely beautiful day which made it even better! 
I've been really happy and relaxed all day, it's really strange... I have so much to do but I'm just cruising along not stressing.. I think I'm zenning out! 

I'm sure I had more to say but its just gone out of my head.. Oh yes week of the wedding I got 92 or 94% food compliance.... WINNING!!!!
Better stop procrastinating and get some packing and cleaning done... I'll post when I get to Hawaii and have some photos...
Have an awesome weekend everyone!